Papa Bene, BFF

      I woke up yesterday morning to my roommate and catechumen, Holly, telling me that Pope Benedict XVI was resigning.  I immediately freaked out! I think I went through the five stages of grief.

my all time favorite picture of the Pope via popelookingatthings

      First, I was in denial. I didn't think that the pope was allowed to resign.  Honestly, I thought that was a rule.  I have a lot still to learn about the church.  Like I said, learning curve.

      Then, Anger, “Papa Bene, why have you abandoned me!?”  Those words actually escaped my lips.  I know, super dramatic.  This stage lasted about five seconds.

      Bargaining never really happened, I skipped that one.  I guess the four stages of grief….

     Depression.  I didn't expect to be so upset.  Honestly, this is a man I have never met.  The thing is that he is the pope.  He is the leader of the church.  I feel like I know him.  I feel like he is a grandpa that lives far away but I can still feel his love.  I know that this might be weird but it is how I feel.  I was depressed when I found out that my grandpa wasn't going be there anymore.  Luckily, I ran into a friend on the way to class who eased my mind.  That is when the final stage of grief kicked in, acceptance.

     Papa Bene isn't abandoning us, he isn't leaving his grandpa duties, he is showing us the greatest love he can.  Pope Benedict XVI is a humble man who is willing to admit his weakness at the cost of his position of power.  He loves us and the LORD enough to let somebody else lead the church with energy and fervor that he, in his age and health, can no longer provide.  This man is devout and will continue to pray for us and be an example of Christ’s love to all.

     I love Papa Bene and I will miss him as our pope, but I am so excited to see who the cardinals will elect.  The next pope could be from anywhere in the world.  I am personally rooting for America or Africa.  Obviously I want whoever God has in store for us but I think it would be cool to have a pope from one of those places.  I truly believe that God has allowed this to happen because he is going to bring in somebody who will rock the church!   What an incredible gift the LORD has in store.

     Papa Bene I will miss you, but you aren't going anywhere, you will always be here for me.  Thank you for being a man who is not preoccupied with his station and instead wants what is best for our church.  Thank you, I know that this was not a decision you made lightly.  God bless.

picture from The Telegraph 

 How are you feeling about the Pope’s resignation? Any Cardinal you are rooting for? Questions? Comments? Drop me a line in the comments!